Oklahoma!!!!!!

Wow it's been a while since I last blogged well we are now in Oklahoma. We've been very busy visiting family and keeping busy. We've been having so much fun and everyone is spoiling Lucas. It's hard to believe that he's 5 months old already he's not my little newborn boy anymore and I think it's finally hitting me that he can actually move around without my help now. I honestly do not know how much longer I can go without talking to Zach; this river city thing needs to stop I was supposed to get a phone call but still haven't recieved on yet. I think I'm going to go crazy but that's why I've been keeping myself busy. Lucas is getting a lot of new things as well. Today he got a new carseat and some new clothes and Thursday his grandma and grandpa got him some new toys. Oh my my is he getting spoiled. He's almost to big to fit in his 3/6 month onseys. I'm so proud of him though. Well I think I'm going to get off here and go to sleep because I have a lot of sleeping to catch up on because only sleeping for 13 to 17 hours in 4 weeks isn't a lot.....Missing my one and only forever and always....

home and I have you in my arms yet once again I love you.

they will be true yet once again and I will have my forever and always love. I can't wait counting down the months DCFN ROCHE can't wait until you come

onversations and made decisions but I still have a lot to think about really.
I'll always be seeing him in my dreams because I know one day soon that

im so much but I have to keep strong for the both of us because if I don't stay strong then Zach won't. These part few weeks we've had some interesting c

it. I always look forward to the emails that I recieve and if I only recieve one that day I.o happy because I know he's doing his job. I love and miss h

I've lost a lot of sleep here lately but it's well worth every minute of it. Yes sleep would be nice but talking to my one and only true love is so worth